Where Have I Been? Where Have You Been?

When I took this photo about a month ago, I was at the point of no return. I had left everything behind. I was all in, and had put my faith in people I knew deep down I could not count on. I had the responsibility of being the sole and primary care provider for my early school aged son, and at the moment of this photo I was between being in awe of the view of the sunset from temporary hotel room, and the fear of not knowing what the next day would bring.

Nearly 7,000 people had to abandon their homes for hotels due to an emergency with a gas pipeline; and during the same event, my personal haters came out and decided to throw all of my and my son's belongings in the trash -- I was evicted by my roommate. Reasons unknown.

Lost: A home, transportation, child care assistance, friendship, family, trust, stability, and sorry, but a little bit of faith.

Gained: A home, a renewed connection with my child, a car, new friends, power and belief in my own abilities, and an additional level of personal resilience.

Methods Used to Survive: I have no idea. I have to say, when this all happened, I was in a state of autopilot. I was in shock to see people who I believed to be close to me turn on me -- but after several years of Saturn in Sagittarius -- this last event was child's play. What I believe made a difference was this:

I asked God/Yahweh, Source Energy, "...is this what you want for me? Is this what you want that I have no place to live, that I have no way to take care of my child, that I end up having made sacrifices for no reason...?" Response to myself ..."if this is what you want, I will go through it, where ever it takes me, but I don't want my child to suffer..."

If this isn't what you want for me, please show me, help me fix all of this, help me have a safe place to live, help me have a car, help this instability end.

Life improved nearly every day from there on out. Suddenly, I stable and safe child care, a car, money, a house, piece of mind. Everything fell into place in a way I can't really put in words. It felt like I released all matters in every respect to a higher source, and this level of trust and understanding allowed me a remarkable change in what seemed to be highly negative circumstances.

Release. Let go.

Trust. Believe.

I wasn't in the mood to do tarot readings, but I finally was able to complete March 2019 which you can find here: www.youtube.com/c/risingvibrations